went to college and had a teaching career, in that order and then an added joy in my life was grandchildren. When I was in my 20 and starting to be in charge of my life wonderful things started to happen. No one paid any attention, this was the 1950 and people were unaware. There was nothing good in my life and I started hurting myself when I was 6 or7. No one was aware of this except my brother and me. My Father died when I was 5 and I was raised by my Mother ,who was mentally unstable and abusive to me. I very rarely speak of my early life, but I will now because I want you to have hope. I hope this helps in some small way and if you can give me a smile I'm sure it did. Please dont be ashamed or hide your feelings try and find someone who will genuinely listen and talk things through with you or come on here as a lot of the time getting it off your chest helps and you have to show it who's running your life,it or you !! And I bet if it's left up to you, your going on a lovely long eventful journey nothing is going to get in your way. Suicide is not an answer I know it may seem like it is but what of the devastation you leave behind, and yes I know we say well who comes first in the hurt side of things them or me cause I'm hurting right now and if I wasn't here my hurt would be gone, ( and theirs would just be beginning) i know when ŵe are in that downward spiral it's hard to see any bright future or any future at all but if we just stick with it a while longer, the light begins to shine. You should be looking to enjoy life you are at the start of your journey, and good things are out there to be had and seen. Hi, such a young age to suffer from depression, like a lot of most illnesses age doesn't come into it.
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